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All profit from this album will be donated to support research on sturge weber syndrome, a rare and serious disease that can cause seizures and developmental problems in children and adults.
In 2013, after decades of research, the cause for the disease has been discovered. Now, for the first time, there is hope for a cure.

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Some days it feels as if my skin just froze
I feel to cold to move to breathe to think
I feel that stream of seconds as it flows
A day that passes by like sticky ink

But then again there is that smile
It's heat and light and for that while
Your smile makes everything alright
A wondrous star that sets this night alight

Like shards of glass some days may cut my skin
I trace one cut with a light curious touch
Perhaps it feels we all pay for some sin
From an account that's overdrawn too much


from so vividly so desperately, released October 15, 2013
Music & lyrics by Christian Schormann (c) 2013


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Christian Schormann Seattle, Washington

Christian Schormann makes music, jewelry, and software, amongst other things.

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