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All profit from this album will be donated to support research on sturge weber syndrome, a rare and serious disease that can cause seizures and developmental problems in children and adults.
In 2013, after decades of research, the cause for the disease has been discovered. Now, for the first time, there is hope for a cure.

Your purchase will help us find it. Thank you so much!


from so vividly so desperately, released October 15, 2013
Music by christian schormann (c) 1985
Lyrics by James Baldwin from his collection of poems "Jimmy's Blues". used with friendly permission of the James Baldwin Estate.
Saxophone solo by Hans Rück, recovered from an old 4-track tape recorded in the early 80s


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Christian Schormann makes music, jewelry, and software, amongst other things.

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